_JINXED`_
10.01.1990
cursed`
_____ my wish Lists
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[x] leather corset top
[x] LEVIS skinny jeans
[x] red lenses
[x] black lipstick
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[x] YSL BABYDOLL
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[x] DAVIDOFF cool waters
[x] 'FANTASY' fragrance
[x] ANNA SUI foundation
[x] ANNA SUI blusher
[x] ANNA SUI lipgloss
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[x] LOUIS VUITTON wallet
[x] LIVING DEAD DOLLS
[x] CHIVAS REGAL 18
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[x] green iguana
[x] bearded dragon
[x] ball python
[x] milk snake
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[x] conch piercing
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[x] double tongue piercing
[x] dermal anchors on temple
[x] implants on my forehead
[x] leo tattoo on my forehead
[x] abstain from sex
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[x] one FINAL drug romp
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[x] kiss from william scorpion
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[x] get william scorpion's number
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[x] liposuction on thighs
[x] artificial dimples
[x] cosmetic surgery on eyes
[x] cosmetic surgery on nose
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[x] no more tears for mum & dad
[x] totally quitting my drug habits.
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[x] i wanna be happy again.
sighs.
everything
seems to be in a mess.
my life seems to be
beyond my control.
things ain't the way
i want them to be.
and everyday
it gets from bad to worse.
im sick of enduring all these
im strong.
but all these things are
making me weak and helpless.
i can no longer smile
like how i used to in the past.
i can no longer lead the life
that has no worries or fear.
now...
im just waiting.
waiting for an end
to all these sufferings.
waiting for fate
to fool me once again.
waiting for death
to grab me by my neck.
darkness is my paradise.
tearstaiinedd`
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